spent the day home from school. :) little sick but spent the whole day watching gilmore girls.HAHA okay i think i'm officially obsessed.
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okay i need to say this but this will not be in any way considered as ranting,it's just a method to say things that i will never be able to say in anybody's face.
i don't really care whether you think i'm pretty or not.and i don't give a flying fuck about whether you like my attitude or not,because honestly,
i don't know you.at all.if my friends told me that i sucked and i had to change my attitude i would because they are people i genuinely care for and trust.and even though i think i'll die for boob implants and liposuction and plastic surgery to make me taller and skin grafts to make my complexion look smoother,i still don't care whether you think i'm pretty or not,because i'm not going to marry you.and i don't care if your entire school thinks i'm not pretty and my attitude sucks or whatever not,because except for a couple of guys,i don't know anyone else from your school.and unless you guys used an entire assembly period to conduct a survey on whether i was pretty or had good attitude,i think your argument is seriously flawed.but i have to admit,that you must have a commendable amount of school spirit to use your school name as your anonymous nickname.but on the other hand,i think you must have used up quite a number of brain cells thinking about that,because you don't go around insulting an entire school,especially when it's a girls school.bad move.and as long as my parents don't think they've given birth to a hybrid of human with elephant ears,i'm perfectly happy with the way i look,thank you very much.
and you.ah the lovely topic of you,all over again.i think we went through this oh about 8 months ago and here we are back again.i don't understand why you always think you're so goddamn pathetic when you're not and everybody thinks you are because you always make yourself
look like you are.and i think you don't need sigmund freud to tell you that you're suffering a case of severe self-pity and maybe a desperate need for attention.and i think not only do you have to get over yourself,you have to get over whatever failures and shortcomings that you have.stop pitying yourself and when something's wrong in your life,the usual route people take is to fix it.but maybe you're not too used to that.and you think you're dispensable.i hardly think so.i think you're sometimes not worth the controversy and critcism that you bring onto me and into my life.and like i suggested,there's something wrong with my life,and now i'm
fixing it.since i provided an example,you might wanna follow it and learn.and you're wrong.and i told you very clearly before that there's no such possibility that we would ever ever ever get back together,that possibility comes after the possibility of me eating my shoe.so what's this about you meaning more?i think you're cracked.
and people who wanna judge me after reading this post,please step into my shoes and take a walk around antartica for a bit.maybe after that you'll know exactly how it feels.so if you really wanna judge,keep quiet till you get to a mirror and then let it all spill.
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okay i'm done.karen i love you for getting the tickets to aristal you have NO idea how much i wanted to go.maybe not that excited 5 minutes after the diea crossed my brain,but still.ruth i'm sorry for pangsehing you today and not replying your msg!i'll make it up to you by buying tauhuay that makes you fat. :D
and lumps.pls don't be sad anymore.there are so many more other people who love you.cheer up sweets. <3
playing;sugababes:it ain't easy.
